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My kids come first. That is the ethics behind my decisions, because, especially Pookie and Tiff, need to know that they are not second fiddle.
Paid most of legal bill, left enough to cover Pookies post-op meds. Put the anethesiology charge on the house account, which will put us 2K in the hole, but that's better than Pookie being told, once again, that she can't be cared for because it can't be afforded. Anything left in the fund will go to try and catch up on some back bills, and then I'm dropping off the face of the internet for a while, because I just can't slog through anymore. Blade and I are both on the verge of oblivion, and trying to fake it anymore is more energy than it is worth. We know we are loved and supported. Maybe, someday, we'll be back to where we can love and support in return.
Paid most of legal bill, left enough to cover Pookies post-op meds. Put the anethesiology charge on the house account, which will put us 2K in the hole, but that's better than Pookie being told, once again, that she can't be cared for because it can't be afforded. Anything left in the fund will go to try and catch up on some back bills, and then I'm dropping off the face of the internet for a while, because I just can't slog through anymore. Blade and I are both on the verge of oblivion, and trying to fake it anymore is more energy than it is worth. We know we are loved and supported. Maybe, someday, we'll be back to where we can love and support in return.
